Monday, January 7, 2013

gettin it back

Hi all. Well here it is... second go around. I havr mixed feelings of excitement, nervousness, humility, and a bunch of other ones all floating around.I did the journey earlier last year and from the outside I thought I was pretty freaking successful to be honest. I lost a lot of weight and got into great shape and felt the best I had felt ever. I gained a confidence in a time where I needed it the most. A time where I was in a very destructive unhealthy relationship. But ive learned success is only measured on how you respond during times of turmoil. And I crumbled
Last year was hands down the hardest year for me and I let it get to me hard. But I'm attempting to get it back. And this is the first step for that.
I need lose weight yes. But to me its more than that... its about getting me back. I love the feeling of being in the best shape of life. Of doing push ups at the same time moving sand bags bc I need more of a challenge.  I need me back. I feel like somewhere along the way I've lost that. And I need to regain it.

So that is why I'm doing all this. I hope to inspire every one here and I know you all will inspire me.we will become one big family that helps one another.

2 comments:

  1. So glad to have you back on the journey and I know you will regain YOU back! You are on the right track, just be careful with your foot please! We are all here to support you and its awesome that you live so close now!

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  2. I can relate to you all too well. Last year I lost a lot of weight. I went through a break-up and the emotional turmoil that comes with it contributed to me gaining everything I worked so hard to lose. You made a great point in that this is not only for health and wellness but to get back to getting me back...in this case...getting us back. Many of us females can relate to the stress of relationships and hopefully we'll keep that focus on ourselves well past these 60 days!

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